Right through me

After each
Momentary stare
Each second
That seems to last
Longer than it actually is
You
        See
Right
         Through me...

Today

Today
Is one of those days
When I realise
How much
I truelly love you
And looking into your eyes
Is my favourite
Pastime

FIRE BREATHERS

When the fire breathing men
Were done
All that was left
When the smoke cleared
Were the charred remains
Of open mics
And the deafening silence
Of the truth seeking speakers
The smell of burnt spirits
Lingered
In the air.......

Your eyes

I take deep breathes
everytime I look  into your eyes
Because there in lies
All my weaknesses
The stories untold
The dreams never revealed....

I need to learn

I guess

I need to learn

That the peace

Doesn't last forever

The moments are few

And far between

And as fleeting

As shooting stars

Sometimes...

Just as elusive

I guess

I need to learn

That happiness

Is not all roses

With its beauty

Its brings thorns

Storms

And grey clouds

Its not 

Always sunshine

I guess

I need to learn

That happiness

Lives within all of us

And there

Is hope in tomorrow

When we 

Find happiness

Somewhere

In our sorrow!

Rollercoasters

I never liked rollercoasters...
The thought
Of one moment being stationery
The next you speeding off
To a dizzying height
Upside down
Then flung back up right again
Was just too sickening
They always gave me stomach cramps
And made me puke
I never liked rollercoasters....
Emotional ones too

You are Daddy

We were playing hide and seek
Find me - hug me
When she squeezed her cheeks
Next to mine and asked
"Daddy whats this?"
To which I replied
"Its a beard nana,
Daddy has a beard
'cause he is a boy"
She smiled
And looked at me confused
Then she chuckled
As if she had figured it out
As if I was trying
To pull a fast one on her
And said
"No, you are not a boy
You are daddy"
And with those word's
She stole my heart again....

Maybe I will find answers.....maybe

Maybe if I write it down
It will make sense
Maybe i'll know
Maybe I wont
But I can then say
At least i tried
Because heavy breathing
And crying doesn't help anymore
The tears
Only soak the pillows
And my heart remains heavy

Maybe if I write it down
It will make sense
I dont know why we always argue
Or why screaming
Doesnt make me feel better
I dont know
What we argue about
Or what you say
When you shout
My words bounce off walls
And my heart remains heavy

Maybe if I write it down
It will make sense
Why I love so hard
What I did for love
And what it does for me
And continues to do to me
How love keeps me sane
And how it drives me to the edge of madness
How its both "the calm"
And "the storm"
My ink
Sinks only in paper
And my heart remains heavy

The story(3am twitching)

Its 3am
And I am chasing demons, again
Chasing dragons in the smoke
Praying morning doesn't come
Give me one more hit
To keep the sun at bay
Give me one more hit
To keep the sun at bay
The darkness hides me
From reality
That keeps reaching for me
From the edge of the shadows
Just beyond the darkness...

Mending roofs

And when
They were done
Fixing the leaks to her roof
Mending them
With good memories
Hopes and dreams.....
She slept peacefully
That night,
Woke up early
And poked holes
In the roof again
She couldnt stand
The silence
The peace reminded her
Of the quiet before a storm
A heart torn
She preffered the constant rain
A pain she was prepared
To live with
At least she knew it was coming
It was no longer a surprise
The random drips
Were now expected
The loud storms
Were welcomed
With open arms
Peace rejected
Because she didnt know
How long
It will last